Ok, I can't pass this up:



( DOOM DOOM DOOM )

Today I woke up to see clocks. They were all around me, and I couldn't figure out why. So I got up and tried to get off my bunk bed to see that it was no longer bunking. Rather, I was in a loft of a sugarplum factory. I don't entirely know why, but I decided that I could fly so I jumped off the bed and lone behold, I could fly! I flew around, enjoying the thought, the feeling, the notion that I could fly.

After a while I got bored so I looked around to find a small tea shop. I went inside to see Sailor Moon, Tenchi, and Asuka. I said hello to them and ordered a pink tea on the beach and some hot cubes. It was a good drink, it froze my throat as it went down. I had a few more of those and pulled out my money to find that my wallet had turned into a wand.

I stood up and somehow knew what to do. I yelled, "MERCITER STAR POWER!! POWER UP!!" With that I did a beautiful twist and saw that my body was glowing, but my hair had turned yellow. It was pretty yellow, like a natural blonde. So I kept turning around and when I finished I ended in a snazzy pose and yelled, "I AM GUNDAM SUPER SAIYAJIN MERCITER!!"

When I said gundam I froze and looked down. I was suddenly inside a Gundam, like those in G Gundam. Remember how they said that it's hard to control one of those? Well they're right! Dear god it's like trying to move when you're head deep in mud! I fought and fought and FINALLY I found a way out, or at least a way to control it. I meandered around getting my bearing when I found a mirror. My gundamn had Sailor Moon's hair, Kenshin's sword, Riyuho's Alter power, and spikey blonde hair and green eyes!! I had it too! I couldn't believe it, so I flew around and found a little kitty needing help. I tried to land and help it, but I got sucked into a world of chess pieces.

When I landed I smashed the black queen, so I discovered that I was to be the queen. I made my move to E6 and found that I'd be killed by the rook (which was a dog) and I used my SSJ-3 powers on it. I kicked it a few times and did the Kamehame Blast (no, not the Kamehameha... this was actually different) and I used it to obliterate the dog and the rest of the pieces, winning the game. I just stood there, waiting for somthing to happened when Kim came in. She was pretty in her Cowboy hat. I jumped out of my gundam, which turned into a flying toy, and ran up to her, hugging her. However the hug was cut short when she burst into skittles. I smiled and ran across the rainbow, which landed me in Kansas.

"Somewhere over the rainbow.... gays are free." Is what I always say, and boy was this a gay-friendly Kansas. Rainbows were everywhere, gay couples filled the streets, and even aliens existed. I was so "wohaaa" that I didn't see Laura in front of me. I smiled and helped her up. As we were talking about condoms, katchup, polaroids, marriage, and kids, I slipped and fell into a rabbit hole.



And now here I am, on my computer telling you what happened when I fell into a rabbit hole, and lived to tell about it.

I did religion!

So here I am, sitting in my Japanese 201 class. It hasn't started quiet yet, but I have to say that Japanese 280 was the most boring class this morning. I couldn't stay awake. I think that four hours of sleep didn't help that thought any. Oh well, despite that fact I was able to make it through cass thanks to Kat. She really helps me a lot. I study with her and she studies with me. If we didn't study together, I don't know what I'd do.

Ok, class is starting. I should go, but I'm not going to. I don't care too much at this point. I'll go, I can't focus and do this... blah :P

Sometimes I wonder why I stay up late. I have things I have to do, like sleep, write an english paper, and buy my english books from borders (still). I just like talkin to my friends late at night. I enjoy talkin to Kim (my best buddy online :P) but she lives in California and it's a 3 hour difference. I kinda wish that I lived there, that way I'd get a good night's sleep.


It's amazing how different California is from the midwest. I went to LA this past summer and I realized that it really is desert out there. I love the scenerey, the mountains, trees, roads, people. There's always activity, even into the late hours. Everything is so far apart, and the beach has a totally different feel than the upper mountains. The politics aren't all that great, but I have to tell you, I'm starting to fall in love with California. I'm thinking San Fransisco. I'd be by the beautiful bay, I'd be near Kim (She lives near San Jose) and I'd be in the gay capital of the country, hopfully finding a soul mate. I don't know why, but CA is beautiful.


You know, I need to do my dishes too. I have some cereal that I didn't wash out three days ago and the milk is starting to smell rotten. Thinking of rotten smelling things, my grandma has the worst smelling refridgerator. I was in Ohio for two days and we stayed at grandma's house. I was sleeping on the couch and grandma comes into the kitchen (which is only separated from the living room by a shelf and some cupboards, and opens the fridge. OH MY DEAR MOTHERF-----IN GOD. The thing WREEEKS. I mean WREEEEKS. I couldn't sleep for another half and hour the thing stunk so bad. What was worse was that my father smelled it too. We asked her the next day, "Why does your fridge smell like that?"

"Well, I was too busy to clean it out." SO YOU LET IT SIT THERE?? IT STUNK UP THE WHOLE HOUSE. OMG, it was nasty. Come to find out it was 3 week old chicken, 4 week old milk, and some rotten salad. What's worse is that she didn't clean out half of it. She has to scrub the damn thing in order to get the smell out. Needless to say, my grandmother keeps everything, and she wouldn't clean out the fridge unless something like this DID happen, and it did.


Then there's the story about my grandma's basement. *sigh* My dad was cleanin out her basement and he found a box from 1973 that was some cereal. Evidentally, that was before grandma and the rest of the family moved to Mansfield, so that was a LONG time. Long before my aunt was born ironically lol. It had a hole in it, mice got to it. And my grandparents wondered why they had mouse problems?

Well ya, I'm done with my stream of consciousness stuff for tonight. Hope you liked da stories.

Today I was hanging out with my friends, and we all had some popcorn to eat. Well, I need a pop with my popcorn, so I went out to the vending machines and got a cherry coke and a snickers. I got back and someone took my popcorn!!! Angry, I turned around and the guy next to me took out my snickers out of my hand. I got mad, but I stayed calm and politely asked him to have my snickers back. He said, "It says 'grab a snickers!'" I glared at him and said, "If you don't give it back, I'll pour cherry coke all over you." He merely smiled at me. I had no chioce. Without a thought, I shook my bottle and opened it over him. Needless to say, I got my snickers back, but I lost half a bottle of cherry coke.


No matter, it was worth it. *grins*

YES, I finished that video I was complaining about! It's freakin fantastic! I'm soooooOOOOooo happy! GO C/O.

Ok, I have to say this. I'm getting the cold shoulder from a friend because I won't make her a music video. Why? Well she wants me to make a video using "You're Beautiful" and making it display Casey's unrequited love for Olivia. I don't want to do that because Casey doesn't deserve that. Casey doesn't deserve to be alone and in pain. She's not! She's with Olivia NOW! That's how I feel! I don't wanna hurt Casey because it makes a great video, that's mean.

But perhaps I was being mean when I told her that I didn't like her idea. She thought it'd be great, I thought it was horrible because I hate seeing Casey in pain. Maybe I should do this. But I don't wanna deal with 14 hours of knowing that Casey's love will not be fulfilled. Why can't I just do it? Why must I be so stubborn?

I hate seeing Csaey Novak get hurt or bashed. I hate it when anti-casey fans say that she's stupid and the villiage idiot, having bad taste and no sense of what she is. I hate seeing Casey in pain, because if she's in pain, i am too. I love her, probably more than I should for a fictional character, but I do. She's such a great woman, and I would only hope that she gets what she wants, Olivia. I make videos showing off her and Olivia getting together so that she can be happy, so that she can finally smile and mean it.

Do you think that I'm living through Casey? Perhaps I see casey as myself, loving someone I cannot have, and seeing her not getting the girl makes me think that I won't get the girl either. I already have a hard enough time finding a girlfriend, so why should I keep the pain coming? Is this really how I am? Do I really live through Casey?

I really do hate it when people bash Casey though. She doesn't deserve it, Alex does. Alex was an evil, cold, manipulative bitch that thinks she's all that and then some. I hate her. If there's one character I'd kill, it'd be her. I'm sure Casey is the same way. Casey and Ales getting along? Ha ha, I doubt it.

Perhaps this is all my fault. Who am I kidding, this is my fault. I'm being stubborn because I don't want Casey to get hurt yet this would be the perfect way to show people that Casey and Olivia really do belong together. Why am I focusing on the bad when I should be focusing on the good? Of course! I clearly should've done that in the first place! I'm such an ass.

I feel better about that now, but I still hate Alex. I will always hate her, I just tolerate all the fans of hers, because there are SO MANY. I feel that no matter what, Casey will never be "better" than Alex and Alex fans will always be more neumorous, especially with Convictions coming out.

And what's with a/o? Alex is gone, she's not gonna get back with Olivia. Casey is gonna be with Olivia, just trust me. I can see it, I can feel it.




Sometimes I wish that I could date Casey, make her mine, keep her from pain.

Is that why I don't want to do the video? Because I'd be putting her in the way of fire?

No matter what or how I feel, I should do the video, It will make the whole world a better place.

Today I went to school and somehow made it through the day. I didn't know that 3.5 hours of sleep could sustain you. Hahaha

Well the day started with me waking up and NOT wanting to go to class. Somehow I found the strength to go to class and there I am, in Hevaland at 7:15 am and my teacher calls to say that she can't come today. I spent the next hour sleeping. Then I got some starbucks with my friend, what fun.

So I went to my next class, JPNS 280, intro to modern japanese civilization. This couldn't get much easier. No required books, an hour and a half each week two days a week, and all in english with the HEAD OF THE JAPANESE DEPARTMENT. How freakin cool is that?

OOOOOOO lookie! Free ayumi stuff!! I'll be back, I need to get all the music I don't have of hers! *is jumping up and down*

Oh there is so much I could talk about, but I don't wanna do it.

Here's the deal:

1. Casey and Olivia are together. You little brats, they are together!! Yer blind if you don't see it.

2. I hate love. It hates me, no wonder I'm alone.

3. Why do teenagers never listen? They don't realize their stupidity (sometimes).

4. Why is it every woman that I love is straight? Why can't I find the gay ones? Or when I do, we can't have a relationship because we're too far apart? What happened to true love? Does it exist?

Ohhh, I'm so tired. I can't stand it!!!! AARGH!!!

I HATE LOVE!!

Do Y'all think I'm obsessed?

( More than an obsession )

I've got finals tomorrow, wednesday, and friday. I should be studying, but I wanna finish this forum I'm working on. I love doing this kind of stuff. I mean, I love making forums for people, but I should start studying. *sighs* If I can finish this forum, then I'll study. I'll start studying for sure at 5:00 though.

Stupid algebra.

OMG this was the best SVU eppy ever! Not only was there talk about lesbians and the way they raise their daughter but did you see the C/O STUFF? Oh man!!!!! Casey and Olivia are SO TOGETHER! I mean it! If it isn't clear now, then it never will be!

I have so much crap to do, it's not even funny. I have to practice for my speech, turn in this paper to my TA, and still go to spanish and do a composition. This weekend will NOT be fun. College seems to go by so quickly though. I don't really understand why sometimes, but it does

Ohh, I'm so bored today. I just posted all my journals and stuff in the C/O group, I hope that they don't mind.

Finally I got around to posting here. I had totally forgotten about it and now look at me! Ha ha ha. I'm so psyched, because I remembered my livejournal name! Yay!!!!

Ok, for everyone to know I'm a big Casey/Olivia fan when it comes to Law & Order: SVU. They are together, and convincing me otherwise would take a while.

-DBZ